Things haven’t been the same between me and my boyfriend lately. For some reason, the smallest things he does pisses me off and i just end up bitching out on him. The constant bickering, the snide remarks and the shallow arguments we’ve been having lately is seriously driving me insane. Expectations fuck everything up. I’ve always known that but for some reason, i just keep expecting so much from him. Probably because i myself am willing to do just as much for him and wouldn’t even think twice about it. I love him, that hasn’t changed one bit. But i can’t deny the fact that i am getting tired. And it scares me. I don’t want to end up doing anything stupid like breaking up with him and walking away just because things aren’t easy right now. I guess what i really just want is for things to change. i want to go back to how we were before: Happy, chill and carefree.
