And at that moment, my chest hurt. it tightened as if it was being squeezed really hard. It was painful. i couldn’t breathe. I ended up abandoning my principles, I bought a cigarette. i huffed and I puffed until my chest was more painful than it was earlier on. Suddenly I had a reason, I had a reason why my chest hurt. It might not be the original cause of the pain, but it’s what I’ll use anyway. Just to convince myself— to convince myself that the real reason is still unknown.